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My place to share experiences (yes, real), fantasies (clearly marked) and other bits to hopefully make you hard. All I ask? Please share your reactions - I want to know if I am pleasing you. Also, feel free to message what you'd like discussed in a post and I will see if I can do one for you.
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Playing with myself....
Posted:Mar 24, 2018 4:45 am
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2018 2:01 am
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Hey, you guys are spanking it to these, do you think you are alone. While I wouldn't repeat many of these because that was a definite phase of my life and it had its own high. I would never really drink or use anything when I arrived at appointments, events or likewise. I might bring my own water. But you can't trust what you are given - even if the guy looks nice (think Bill Cosby). The taboo and pride (yes, pride) in what I was doing was a buzz. So many women may have a stray thought and there is plenty of porn with some of what I did. But knowing you are actually doing it for real? You really have a cock in your ass and you are going to make him cum. You really have more than one guy in the room pumping your pussy and cumming. That you are meeting strangers just so they can fuck you.That you actually spend time training your pussy. Not many women can say that. But remembering it all? Seeing the pictures? Oh, it makes me hot, too.

Sometimes I have to stop and put on my nipple clips. Often if I do that, my stainless steel plug goes in my ass so I can grind on it. It isn't small. Slides in easily with only a moment of "OH." It's the one I bought to make sure cocks only fuck my pussy and there are no surprises. But it is delightful, especially after a little bit in the fridge or freezer to chill it. I also have a few pussy plugs but they are bigger and harder to take - even in my pussy. Hard to believe I used to fuck my asshole with them and did wear one around for a dom. I mean, they FILL you and it is hard to move if it is in your ass - he wanted me on hands and knees anyway but they are huge for any hole. One is long with a big head. another is really wide.

I love smooth plastic vibrators in my ass - not even turned on - just the smoothness. Dildos are hard to assfuck.and wear my hole out if you want to fuck it (but I do appreciate stretching before fucking it). Wide, smooth and stretching. Fucking them with my ass. Grinding them in me. I told you, I like things in my ass.

Sometimes I love a good DP. I may not have been DPd with real cocks (which is so odd with everything I have done). I do love to DP with toys. Fill that ass and pussy so when I move, the objects bump and rub against each other.

But if I really want to cum with a toy, I have one of my last rigged items from my training days. Many were discarded in the move so my family wouldn't see them. But I have one left because it is small and easy to hide. If I really need to get off and want that reminder of then, I rig it and do a marathon like I used to. Fucking and grinding in doggie position. I even chastise myself, saying "fuck it, ." I try to remember and imagine a real cock and being called a slut.

But what about that clit. What about really cumming? I don't rely on any of those many gadgets out there. So many trendy little gizmos! As a treat, sometimes I use a small, old-fashioned vibrator straight to the clit. But that's a treat. If you are getting gangbanged - at least with me - it isn't about me. It is about the men there to enjoy the event and use me to cum. I don't want anyone even trying to make me cum - it distracts and can satisfy me too early and get me off track for what I should be doing. So learning to rely on a vibrator at all isn't good. I l love to just touch myself with one of my left fingers. Right on the clit, feeling it stiffen as I indulge it. Sometimes I pinch a nipple with my right hand. I have gotten really good at bunching sheets or towels under my clit so it can lightly graze it as I am fucked. Those can be amazing.

But I get off myself. I do love writing some of these. I do love your replies.
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Oh, let's talk about shaving
Posted:Mar 24, 2018 2:55 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2018 7:20 pm
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There is so much talk about shaving. Different standards. It depends on who you listen to and where you see it.

As for men - what I like to see in them? I honestly don't care what you do. No one has to wax their balls or anything (and I can't imagine what that would feel like to have that done). Stubble can be a little annoying but as long as it is all clean? It's fine!

As for me? I don't judge other women on what they do. Let everyone do as they please. We are mammals. We have hair. Yes, there is the weird crap like dying pit hair....not a good look but as I said, everyone has a "thing." I have been a feminist since I was 12 and have SO very many college courses on it all. But have never followed the "shaving is oppressive" stuff. It is silly. My definition means that everyone can do as they please with their body - including fucking a bunch of men in years of hedonism.

But I have to shave my legs. Have to. Even in the winter. Pits? Always. I personally thing is is gross not to. Many parts of me are maintained.

Now, the pussy? I know all the porn stars shave or wax their pussies. But if any of you have shaved down there? It is fucking itchy. It's also hard getting it done right. Add to that my memory of licking the pussy of a woman with stubble? What it did to my face? No thanks. I trim. I try keeping it under control. But I am a grown woman and we are supposed to have some hair there. No judgment on the guys who like them shaved but bare pussies just remind me of those too young to fuck like I do. So, there is hair but no 70s poof.

Oh, wait. I do have one peeve. Two eyebrows. I do have a thing about someone having two distinct eyebrows.

Any other body modifications? Whatever makes you happy. I don't have any tattoos yet. Just the ordinary piercings. But I have thought about magnetic nipple jewelry. Just simple and able to be worn under a bra without detection so they are there when I arrive.

But everything is up to the person and what does it for them. I just am past my time of shaving for fucking.
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UPDATE: Nipple suction
Posted:Mar 24, 2018 2:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 1:19 pm
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I have to wait for it but I ordered the XS nipple suction. But I ordered three rather than two because I am wondering what that does to the clit!
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So, I thought I would try this
Posted:Mar 22, 2018 6:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2018 2:01 pm
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I hadn't tried the suction things much before. Just clamps of various types and some improvised. I had tried a snake bite kit - not kidding. I is cheap and AWESOME. Three parts. One for each nipple and a smaller one that fits PERFECTLY on the clit....that's the best because it's awesome in itself but just bumping it at all? you can tease yourself into the slowest, most excruciatingly awesome orgasm....God. Especially if you have something in your ass or have a nice DP going? It is AMAZING.

You have to get clever, though. Especially with the nipples. Most stuff you can get as an actual sex toy doesn't really work unless it is fundamental like clips and clamps. I even had to doctor mine with a fishing weight. Most don't work at all. The things that are supposed to lightly zap them or anything like that? Junk. So I do scout the internet. That snakebite kit? Who would guess it is being purchased by a nasty girl and her nipples and clit. Hair clips on the nipples? Yeah, that was my thing for awhile. A lot of household clips are too tight and hurt and potentially damage. You need the right grasp that gives you that right amount of "agony."

I'll admit. I have even been to the grocery store shopping for apples and saw a zucchini or cucumber and just....couldn't help it. The shape or thickness? No, I did not use it for a salad. But if I buy one? It is still VERY well-used. I have been shopping in a number of stores and seen something so....ordinary yet shaped or sized....a lot of candles and markers have fucked my holes because I could not get to a legit place for a legit dildo. (Plus I get ideas from different objects men want to fuck me with - but it is kinkier to find it yourself.)

But the nipples. That is a rougher one to determine. So, I saw these suction screw things. I am thinking "great"! I will guess it is a breastfeeding thing? How should I know? But then they threw me a curve. Size? And in centimeters? Come on!

But I thought I would try the suction. But I got it too big, I thought maybe I did want the whole thing in there. Nope. My little nipple itself got zero out of it. I will try to order smaller, I guess?

Here are the pictures. It really doesn't show the actual size and looks like it's small. It's bigger than a quarter and you can see it didn't even give a strong nip!

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Role Playing
Posted:Mar 22, 2018 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2018 1:21 am
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Part of this one will be real and part of it will be fantasy - Heads up

At first they whole role playing thing thing just made me giggly and took me out of the mood. Definitely don't ask me to switch and try to domme. It is not good for anyone. I just cannot manage it. Honestly, I am lost, bumbling, giggling and a (not-so) hot mess. I have honestly trued. Major fails every time. (That's also why I prefer to go with guys and sometimes couples that are experienced in being dominant - it isn't always as easy as you would think.) Then again, dominance and submission isn't exactly what I consider role play as much as a status. I mean some role play the master/slave arrangement and modify it to their understanding (probably because of awful books that shall not be named rather than a BUNCH of great fiction that is not only more accurate but FAR hotter).

I guess others are like a teacher/student thing - didn't do much for me and never tried it (probably because I never had a teacher that I wanted to bend me over a desk and give me a FULL lesson.... But there was part of me that wanted to be done in nasty ways on a table in one of those huge lecture halls. You know the ones where you can't tell if there is anyone watching in the shadows? Anyone who might decide that a primed and pumped pussy needed another cock? I did have fantasies of sitting in the back row and having a guy make me give him a nice handjob....not just the quick jerk. But slow and allowing him to enjoy it for awhile while he pulled, pinched and rolled my nipple between his thumb and finger through my shirt. Yeah, thought of those while in school. Hell, I was so DTF back then but was 1) in too small of a community with too much fear of getting caught or 2) in a relationship - even a sexless one (I honestly didn't know how to end it so I assumed he would leave if I stopped giving him pussy). But I really wanted cock. That's the time when I started making myself slightly available to men at adult bookstores. But I wanted to fuck and my only shot was one student that I allowed to fuck me whenever he wanted. I was his stress reliever.

"Come over and ride my cock." And I went! Hell, yes. First time I got shaved was because he wanted to do it to me. He got his first anal from me - and I learned some men really like to know how much your little bottom hurts from getting it fucked. (Before he called, I'd been playing with myself and I LOVE having things in my ass when I get myself off. So, I was - to me - nicely stretched for an assfucking. To him, he wanted to know I was struggling to take it in.)

Doctor/patient. I have been asked, offered and begged to submit for this - and in a place outfitted for it. The guy had his own table and instruments! It just fell through at the last minute and I couldn't get rescheduled because I was legitimately interested because when someone dedicates themselves that much to wanting that from a willing little slut? Being told that he would be inspecting me very, very thoroughly. I was to expect my tits and especially my nipples to get tested and examined in ways I'd never imagined. And once I was up in stirrups? When everything was exposed for him and I was at his mercy - It would be thorough until he was satisfied. If he decided to do another exam, he might bring another doctor or even a nurse to assist. Hey, sounded hot. Hell, in that position, you can't even see what's happening (trust me - in legit exams you aren't always sure). He was even going to take pictures to show others "on consult" to see if they wanted to join him. Yes, I was willing. Wish I could have done it. I LOVE it - seriously - when someone has that much dedication to their "thing".

And here is the thing with having "a thing." We all have one or more "thing"s that is a sure fire hard on or pussy wetter. It's all good as long as everyone is consenting. I'm not on board with everything that is a "thing" for some but it is all good. But while I might be willing to try some, some I just can't....but no judgment. There are some I ponder but don't even discuss because you don't even know if they pass the acceptability test - and that thing keeps shifting which is awesome. But it is okay to have your "thing" and if you message it, I will give you an honest yes or no. No judgment (needs to be repeated). Some things are just fantasies and as long as you are acting them out?

Like, honestly, I know that a lot of men like to be called "daddy" - and I am always good with that. Not because of something I need to go to therapy for but because I know men want a level of innocence and submission - without going all illegal. I have had men want me to act like it is my first time and I'm reluctant....I am good with the lines. "I've never let a man do this yet"..."saving myself"..."will it hurt because that looks like it will." Letting him instruct me on how to suck a cock "correctly so I will make men happy." The "oooh!" as a finger goes in me. Yeah, I can do it for them and their reaction turns me on. Especially anal. Luckily I have a tight pussy that sells it for them (and this is usually a question in advance). Having an experienced little slut give you the right reactions but knowing as well that she actually loves taking cock and without the actual awkwardness and - face it - responsibility of popping someone's cherry. Especially someone who is reluctant and needs to be convinced....and is happy you have her your cock.

And that last one takes SO many different scenarios. Some more taboo. But there is a reason they are doing it with me and it's cool. Honestly, while I have a terrible relationship with my father, the idea of being a (legal) or in my 20s and being seduced into a fuck with someone he worked with (no one in mind - just the idea)...and not even a sweet little bit but telling me he was going to fuck me and me accepting it because I did actually want the cock? Hell, yes. I have always just liked older men. Even in my 20s. In my 30s when I really had the chance, I loved them (and often scenarios) fucking me.

Then we jump to another sort-of taboo. The "simulated" forced encounter. Here is the thing. It fits within my scope as long as there are parameters and you have a trust foundation with him. This isn't something you truly set up with a stranger unless you are that up for danger, crazy and/or stupid. Because that simulated scenario is NOTHING like having it for real plus you might end up with a Ted Bundy or something. But as an agreed role play? Honestly, I have enjoyed it because it was different - put an edge to it but not the real danger. I would be going home in my own car after and not in a suitcase to a drainage ditch. But Giving that resistance actually changes how everything feels. From how your nipples feel when he pinches them to your pussy when he thrusts into you. Not much foreplay except maybe for fingers. It is rough and your adrenaline is UP. His adrenaline is up so either it is quick or you are getting it several times. I usually don't allow anal because that can go bad (unintentionally) way too easily. The pussy was made for fucking though. Never had a guy skip a condom when I did those - and I check. If they break a rule, they don't get another time. Hell, even though I am submissive and wait for the calls to go where needed, there were a few times when I did call a guy because I needed just that level of fucking. (Again, simulated is NOT the same as real and, honestly, I don't think this guy would have approached a girl at a bar in the real world - this was fantasy and arranged and no real socialization was needed. Often he would get the room. I would get the key (there was a way we set it up without seeing each other). I would go in, get set up, and maybe intentionally get in the shower. Depending on the hotel either I would crack the outer door or he would just use his key...Sometimes he would tie me to the bed. I'd be begging and he would be rough in groping my tits, putting fingers into my cunt. He never had me suck his cock because - why risk cumming that fast? The fucking a hard, deep and fast. Prying my legs open, holding me down, making me tell him how much I liked it. Occasionally a finger would go in my ass - just to keep me on my toes - but never his cock. He'd do the threatening talk but he was one of the ones that could fuck more than once with the adrenaline so the agreement was that my pussy would be sore when he was done. It always was. I only did two at once in a simulated scenario (because it is hard to control) and DAMN that was a good fuck. I mean, one holding me down so I am completely forced to submit? Yeah, it was hot. I did suck cock that night because if you're going to set something like that up? You want to subversively help them get every thrust they want in your cunt.

What all of them learn, though? I can't be fisted. All the shit I have done with all the dominant guys and I still have not been fully fisted. I mean, they don't want to actually damage their fuckbox, so they don't push it beyond reasonable limits. Even with bang training and cocks of many sizes pumping that pussy - I honestly don't know the hows or whys. That was just a side note.

I know there are other scenarios. I am just thinking of the ones I am most familiar with. I have never done costumes or anything because I don't like messing with anything other than fucking. Hell, depending on who I am seeing or for what, I don't do panties because I know the moment I get there, there will be a hard cock and I might not even get to set down my bag before the guy is trying to get it in me balls-deep. Hey, I am fine with that! I don't want to put anything in his way. I am in a skirt or dress so I can be bent over and fucked. I prefer to wear bras because with big tits, it is more comfortable but I have had guys insist I show up without one for better immediate access. Lingerie isn't a thing for that reason as well. I want your cock in me. You want your cock in me. Unless it really makes a difference, I want to make it easy for you.

Did I miss a scenario you were wondering about? Let me know

And I apologize for this being scattered. I got about three phone calls and it interrupted my flow!
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Just an update
Posted:Mar 22, 2018 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2018 2:33 am
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I have been sidelined a little. Nothing major or gross. Just not fun.

I added a title. I might think of something better.

If you guys want something specific discussed, either comment it or message me and I will see what I can do. No promises. I used to write a little porn - actual fiction and better than what drivel got that hack millions. But if I do any of that, I promise it will be labeled as such. I want integrity on here even if I don't always have dignity!
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