Fight to grow, don't fight to win! A (possibly) Sexist POV
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Posted:Jul 24, 2019 12:02 am
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2019 9:05 am
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Trigger Alert! I am going to dive into male/female gender role issues, so if you have deeply rooted, and concrete opinions that may or may not be rooted in TRAUMA for fucks sake so please, I have PTSD and I have the right to protect, love and accept my trauma. Please do the same with your trauma. Read on at your choice. I am offering a perspective, not to campaign for my version to be adopted as a moral truth, but simply because its my opinion, and its not meant to pose a threat to your opinion.
Heres my point of view. Fighting promotes growth, so all you peacekeeping men out there who are searching for solutions to gender equality by taking a feminist point of view, STOP! You are actually oppressing women women. You are a new-age chauvinist. You are implicitly coming to the rescue of weak women, who still needs to be saved men. Stop! Let them handle their issues and stop feeling like you have to come to the rescue of women.
You are a wimp. A pussy. That's right...I did use that word. I called a man a pussy. Why? Because I'm not going to white knight women and restrict myself from using the word "pussy" in a sexist way. Let them get offended. I'll duke it out with them, but we both win because conflict promotes growth.
Nobody likes a white knight. Real men hate them, and real women see right through the bullshit. No one wins. You don't grow. And real women lose out cause they don't really want to fuck you, but they do it anyway, because in the end...at least you act like man when you fuck them.
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Masturbating twice a day - An update
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Posted:May 14, 2019 5:28 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2019 5:30 pm
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It's tiring.
Exhausting. Physically and mentally.
I also wake up with raging boners in the middle of the night, and have to deal with it before going to pee or taking a shit, so I've also been getting a lot less sleep.
All of this is pretty surprising to me. "Masterbating twice a day" - seems like a relatively easy mantra to live by in the near to short term. But, as it turns out, it has been exhausting, and has made clear changes in my life, and how I feel on a day-to-day, or moment-to-moment basis.
I'll write more, when I have the fricking energy to do so.
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Life Sucks (it's worse than you think)
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Posted:May 9, 2019 3:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2019 4:12 am
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I may have to spend a few posts on this subject because some people like to live in the dark, and that's fine, and sex is about escape from this horrible world, not a celebration of it! "Why is this trying to convince that the world sucks, it's ruining my libido?!?"
Well, if you think way, you're full of shit. And you know what, you're ruining your own damn libido. And now you think full of shit. That's why I might spend a few days on this topic. Why? Because you are wrong, and you will never fully appreciate an orgasm, unless you step ...of...the...dark...and...in...to...the...light.
Life sucks, plain and simple. a buddhist and rule one for us is "life is suffering" ... well that's depressing. No it's not. It's not depressing because you never bothered to read rule 2.
Rule 2: You are stronger than life is terrible.
's why some of us roll our eyes rule 1, because life is not suffering, we say! Life is fullfilling and full of happiness and adventure, you might say.
You are wrong. You are just stronger than life is terrible. 's it. Life sucks, but humans are able to experience happiness because it is a triumph of the human spirit. It is not proof life doesn't suck.
It does. Life sucks.
It's just humans are well equiped to not only adjust, but to overcome the suckiness of our lives and becomes masters of our destiny.
Life sucks, get over it. Move on. Your orgasm is a triumph of the human spirit, and never forget . And you know what? Maybe remembering and appreciating may make your orgasms a little better once in a while.
If you're happy, it's not because life is easy, or life is easier than some others make it to be. It's because you are stronger than you think. It's not life is easier than you think.
YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK.
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Voyeurism and exhibitionism - More natural than you thought
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Posted:May 8, 2019 11:20 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2019 10:14 am
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Why do humans hide the act of sex?
I have not found a single scientific explanation for it.
What about the other humans that don't hide it. The exhibitionists, and the voyuers? Why do most humans conceal their acts of sex, while some others want to show themselves having sex to other people? I don't have the answer, but for those that believe it's natural to have sex with your partner in private, you're wrong. Dead wrong. Dead dead wrong. Dead dead dead dead dead dead wrong.
But human sexuality is different! Hmmm....what's different about it? Female orgasms, perhaps. In the human species, the females have orgasms and that's different from other species.
Wrong
But human sexuality is different from other species because we participate in foreplay. Wrong.
But human sexuality is different because we practice monogamy. Wrong.
But human sexuality is different because we have sex not only for reproduction but also pleasure. Wrong.
But human sexuality is different because there is "romance". Wrong.
But human sexuality is different because we practice homosexuality, whereas, it has only been observed in other species in captivity, and not in the wild! Wrong.
But human sexuality is different because some of us in our species play transgender roles, and that doesn't happen in other species. Wrong again, but thanks for playing, and try again.
But human sexuality is different because some of us are attacted to bestiality, that is the act of having sex with a member from a different species, and surely that's unique, right? Wrong again!
But human sexuality is different because we tend to have sex it private. Right! Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right.
Bingo. That's the one difference that has stood the test of time, and has stood the test of scientific rigor. That's the one difference, but why? I don't know. I want to have sex, and I don't care if it's private or if people are around. Watch! Listen! Learn! Watch! Listen! Enjoy!
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Off Meds and remembering your Penis
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Posted:May 8, 2019 2:36 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2019 3:55 pm
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The purpose of this Blog is to try to document a journey.
Will the journey happen? Will it lead anywhere? Will it just lead back to square one? I don't have a crystal ball, but I have a computer. So I'm documenting and sharing, but I don't make any promises. I just ask that you follow the journey with me.
I have been suffering from PTSD for a long long time, but a couple of months ago I made a decision to get off of pharmaceutical medications. I have taken a more herbal approach to my medication and you can read into that whatever you will, but your instincts are probably correct. (It's marijuana, copious amounts of marijuana)
There are some medications, especially those that treat depression and anxiety, that reduce your sex drive and ability to have and maintain an erection. But this is not normal. I once heard that the average male has a sexual thought every three seconds. That might be offensive to some, but it's natural, at least from a statistical point of view. What's not natural is taking medications, and completely ignoring the wants and needs of your penis. This not only only abnormal from a statistical view, it's abnormal on a biological level. This is not healthy. I imagine it could lead to insanity.
I'm off meds, and for better or worse, I remember my penis!
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Day 2 of my sex based rehabilitation from PTSD
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Posted:May 7, 2019 5:56 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2019 4:14 pm
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My Viagra prescription was approved online and I ordered webcam so I plan on doing some live camming here because I love exhibitionism. I am really excited about this and can't wait for it to come together. I went ahead and purchased a membership for this website. I am committed to going on this sexual journey and seeing where this road leads me.
I'm an Army veteran, and I am a broken man. I live in social isolation, when in fact, I have way to many talents for that. I feel like I have a sense of purpose now, a goal, and something to focus on other than fear.
Someone once told me that the cure to fear is gratitude. She said fear and gratitude cannot co-exist, but I found that fear and erections can't co-exist. I can't wait for the Viagra, really, and I plan on broadcasting my throbbing boner for you all for hours and hours. Eventually, I'll find women and men and transgender to play with on cam for you all, and it's going to be great. Break down my fears and explore my sexual fantasies.
I'm already feeling much better. Love you all!
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The sexual journey begins
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Posted:May 6, 2019 10:06 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2019 2:00 am
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I suffer from PTSD, but 's not why you're reading this, and 's not the reason for this blog.
The reason for this blog is to chronicle my journey, and to see if the journey leads me to happiness, or if it fails. I will tell you I believe in it, I am committed, and I plan to journal it here.
Well, why are you reading this? You're reading this because you want to know if sex can be a cure for depression, anxiety, and how far sex can lead you. How will I be a year from now? How did I start? How did I progress? Will it be a journey packed with interesting experiences and thoughts? Or will it lead no where.
Today is day one, and this is what I have done. I have "met" an online doctor for a prescription for Viagra because I do have some problems with maintaining an erection. Honestly, I feel medications I have taken in the past (I am med free now) has messed with me, but also I feel my penis is kind of "out of shape" because my anxiety has quite honestly, distracted me from sex and sexual thoughts. So I need to work out my penis more, but Viagra should give me a good head start, and I would love to feel the feeling of a powerful and long lasting erection again.
I also masterbated this morning. It was short, and didn't feel really really great because it was premature, but I can go weeks sometimes without fulfilling a sexual urge, so being premature doesn't worry me. It'll just make the journey feel so much better in the end.
But as part of my journey, I vow for the time being to masterbate at least twice a day. Build up the muscles and the urge again. And so my journey begins. Please follow it with me!
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