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for now.........
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for now......... In the smallest of spaces, in the darkest of corners, in the silence, she crouches. It would be fine to be here really if only she could stop remembering that there was more than here. She wishes desperately for when all she knew was here. Once in the passing of time she saw what she now remembers is light. Then it seemed not like a thing but a lack of what she knew. It had terrified her with its sharpness, its acuity but so briefly had it stayed that she had no sense of what she’d seen as real or imagined. Still, it began the before. Now it is not enough that a day is gone, that a night passes, that the door opens, closes times three, that the ceiling pours water on the fifth night like the skies have opened on a summer storm. Now here is not everything. It had been easier to be only here, she had been quieter inside. but now, now she was more. More was painful in every way, in her body it cried out for the water before the water was coming, for the food before she was hungry. She’d tried to find here but it is gone. The harder she looks for it the further away it moves. More brings pieces that don’t fit. pictures that cause pain, she stands finding nothing holds her down, she travels the darkness learning every inch. Words come tumbling back naming her discoveries. Again, it rains. again, it rains. Four rains pass for a month. Once when she fed, she threw the bowl against the wall. It bounced, she cried. On the fifth day when it rains, she will try again to find out where the water falls the heaviest. For now, she crouches in the smallest of spaces, the darkest of corners, in silence. You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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the world is changing. Here is changing. You cannot conceive the many without the one.
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A very intriguing read I do enjoy reading your writings very much. Happy Saturday.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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Wow this was one of your best work yet. Loved it hugs V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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Engrossing, dark, almost painful........ More, and more, and more, please!!
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