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My Recent Dreams/Sometimes Intimate/Secret Thoughts, part 2  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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2/24/2022 6:41 pm
My Recent Dreams/Sometimes Intimate/Secret Thoughts, part 2


was seconds from midnight, and<b> dark </font></b>the extreme ... when the moon, the sliver of the moon, escaped a cloud again be kidnapped by another enshrouding the tentative silver scimitar ... a celestial allusion Sheiks; harems ... sexual slavery ..... and those clouds intermittently masking the obvious sin, real and/or imagined intoxicating, but admittedly misplaced titillation and/or selfish exhilaration of that superficial allusion presided by the zephyrs ... all of it foreshadowing my fanciful, probably inevitable, proposed kismet...

I am drifting, but almost suggestively allowing a subtle, but intrinsic "swishing" ... oblivious most, repulsed by others and attracted by some, (the hunters), for various, personal reasons ... yes, almost allowing but almost, (which means for me, a tasteful bit), ... for two reasons ... cuz someone might be looking or 2, cuz someone might not be looking ...

Subconsciously, and, well, consciously also ... I admit allowing a pinch of "the swish" ... almost provoke a figurative pinch from "him" ... and more than almost if "he" makes a point come over and begin talk about whatever but also continue conversing with his eyes. My point here is that "the swish", if a subtle pinch of , is welcome some experienced in watching for ... a sign that I am "different" in that special way ... or,I'm not trying sell , but just that I the confidence of allowing myself be my "self".

I am alone, but with lots of memories, thoughts ... neither good nor bad ... just what was, is and probably will be ... I am going , on my way my reminder, a reminder and update ... tell without inhibitions, false pride, pseudo shame or glaring social hypocrisy ... express the sum total of all to me that I stumble over, bump into, etc ... personal experience, thus thoughts and decisions, emotions, feelings ... again, of all of me, and for me ... if I am to be true to myself, my "self".

While will always be some inclined stone "us", the "offender", to ostensively "preserve the integrity of the herd" ... are others, tribe members also in good standing seek discover, cherish, and yes, exploit "us" as we are intrinsically "special" and we do prefer stretch the given social mores as they do not fit us ...

Of course these normally "normal" are considered "straight" because they are innately "normal" but with an occasional "itch" that they choose periodically "scratch", rather than just live with the frustration ... those are experiencing a mostly satisfying, socially sanctioned lifestyle ... those are essentially "straight" but , on occasion, also seek the special delights offered by those of us are a bit "special", thus can offer those delights ... trysts for mutual satisfaction ...

Put another way and within the parlance of the "tribe" ... are those of us were designated at birth as either dfab or dmab or, designated female/male at birth ... and that "social brand" initially based solely on what is between our legs, with total disregard of subsequent influences or what will result as between their ears. For whatever reasons, some of us later in life just do not fit their original "social brand" ... or branded for life.
,,, xox Kaycee.

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